windows

windows and mirrors glass over my me
willowing sweetness to not be seen
livermoreing togetherness
in consistant looking
glassing over glaze the freedom sinks
in depths apart from and forever
internetted i-ing betweethed of won
gaze ofness wither-toped tender
nessting inter tubed
around the each
on said stoop often oscillated
being
i know this
weird portion of worded
spaced lettering
is
communicating all

weather is in the globe
of human sculling
i could go on
but won't

money makes

Whenever did I say that money rules me? I am chasing the life ellusive supporting this world material. Praying I say to myself it can come from above. Learning I see that this is what is asked of me. Whatever will be with this hereafter. I judge inlessly. endlessly. There is hope.

this is what there is

how can my thoughts be wrong when I know them to be true. How can I know the ideal so vividly and yet in reality be very far from it. Drugs and imagination. I am a dreamer and am on the road to be a life-r a one-taste-r a G-d wrestler. I am decieved by the evil inclination. I am guided to the truth from my trust that others can help me see the truth of my own fantasy. I am trying to purify my self from illusion. The good in everything decieves me to ignore the evil. I am far from truth. But I am on my way. I am broken yet supported. I must have self mastery to elevate the world around me. I must be one to make the world one. I must have a teacher to walk the spiritual path in truth. I must trust his guidance even when I do not understand. I must free my mind from the influence of movies the media and the like. I must find what is called Kadosh. I must find tahor in myself and then the world. I am open again to the mystery and the wonder. I am empowered to take control of my life. I must arise in the morning determined to see a way. There is a path of empowered faith in your ability to actualize the complete potential of God's will...

dancing

music is not about the end. A composition is not about the end or the best conductors would be the quickest and the best composers would only compose finales. In dancing also you do not aim for a certain point in the room. You just are...dancing. We are educated from birth something that is totally different. We are graded and placed in this corridor and urged like a little kitty until we make it to first grade and then elementary and highschool and then graduate school and then you end up selling insurance and waiting for some IT. But we were hoaxed and told this life was about some it that will be in the future. While in truth it was a musical thing and we were supposed to be dancing and listening to the music of God speaking to us and moving us. We also think we are different than the music. We are the music. We are the world and this is Gods world and it is dancing... man. So wake up and start listening. Don't be fooled by the established way. Let Him move you and you will join in this symphony of life .

Choosing life

Choosing is living as happy is free. Peacefully I settle into my space as my mind tries to run. The tension ebbs and flows coming and going but to my breath I return and feel release. Tension demands action peace allows inaction. Peaceful people are not in need and they don't demand. Now I don't need to know; my being is enough. My service is filled with devotion and begging. It feels great because everything is a secret again. My children sit on my shoulders and rub my head. I listen to music. I write to you. There is joy and there is freedom. The only goal is to sing and pray to G-D all the days of your life. My child kisses my head. She sings only to Him. To remain happy is not to be in a state of pleasure but in a place of selflessness. To make a leap of faith is to trust ones deepest intuition. The world is a test for those who wish to taste the eternal. We must seek freedom within responsibility. Happiness within the broken. infinite within the finite. Our ships are our bodies, we must return to our ships. We must dance to flow the stilling water where the algeae klipa grow. This is it. We are already here for the world that is coming is upon you. We can only yearn and joy, G-d's revelation can strike at any moment. We must be looking. This is all.
Adam