Sitting stamped before the head

The head year is coming and I am just sitting here stamped from between my eyes until my lower middle finger. Wrapped up in this thought throughout my learning. Seeing honesty I admit it to the One who sees me with eyes unknown. Untold glory arises to the head of the Gavel of immortality. I stand erect today with all of the brothers and we are at war. In covenant waged against fragmentation. This perfect truth returns the imbalance to the reveiled. In a scream I find the purpose of all creation. Ascending to the heights of expansion from this place I honestly admit again ..is what is. How can I deny anymore that which binds us to our creator in the most separating way. He whispers of holiness to me and I know only this day nightly moving in and out of darkness. This strength he upholds as a world unjustified in the shadow of righteousness. I will bind him to my heart between my eyes calling on the name again and again I will never die until it is here. Open your hands and let it all come into the space of now knowing the growth pattern emerges from the most secret integration. I lust in my heart of hearts to share intimately with innocence. Who is one and knows the other. Who is looking inside if not me. Who can learn my Torah. Come back to me heart of the world and we will swim in the stream of no place while yearning together of His time. Taken of me in this place of form I give nothing; taking is the bane of all who love. Pounding my heart aches now for my distance is pushing me to call out. I continue writing for inspiration is grasping always at the right words. I try to summon something of my yearning for you but these are just symbols of my inner true hope of a world renewed as of days of old.

soul waving

My soul is waving
me
around this time
peiced together
my being one
timed and tied
like sun flares
my emotions rage
against the tide
resisting
creating
pain
I confuse
the infinite simplicity
of being
i seek truth
free liberate me
onetouching
the daily grind
exploding inside my box
of body limits
how long
when will
i question these limitings
untill when
when
when
when
is this world
returning
oooohhhhhhhaaaaaaaahh
hhhhhuuummmpppphhhh
smack the table clapping
for the din sweetening
until
when will come the release
i am selfish in my need
but please be swift
to return me to my place
i wait
and wait and
wait
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaa
not yet huh
well ha hu zehl be zach